That's Just How It Is

I make mistakes because I'm human and to be human is to be imperfect. I don't care how much you practice, how much you try, you will in fact, make a mistake sooner or later. It's inevitable. Impossible to avoid. Understand and know that and your journey through life will be much smoother.

Mistakes are made to be forgotten, forgiven and corrected. If you don't mess up, how will you know what's the right thing to do? Now, don't get me wrong. Making the SAME mistakes over and over is unacceptable. You're supposed to learn from them so not to do it again. Doing that just makes you a fool. It's like walking into the same wall everyday. You know it's there but yet and still each day you bust yo head on the same wall in the same spot all the time. After a while, it gets tiring and old. At some point you should learn to walk around the wall or go another way or even build a doorway so that you now have a short cut. LOL At any rate, realizing that you  have to do something about it is the point. Take responsibility for your actions, fix them and learn from them. Share your findings with others too. It may help them along the way. Like crackheads for instance. I've learned that smoking crack is not WINNING. It's LOSING. I learned that from watching people around me smoke it. Lives lost, so many heartaches and hardships behind it. I saw that that wasn't something I would ever do and it's thanks to the crackheads I've known in my life. Take heed. Haha

Anyway, don't be afraid to mess up. It's ok. Just learn from your mistakes and try again. You'll get it. ツ

Just Stop

When you dress in the morning, do you look in the mirror? If you dont like what you see, what do you do? I am almost convinced that people do not even look at themselves. Thruought the day I constantly see fashion DONOTS! Here's another question for you. If you are living with someone, anyone and you see that the outfit that they have chosen to wear does not become them, do you say anything? Or do you let them waltz right out the door looking like SHIT?! I'm starting to believe that most people live alone or people just don't care about nobody but themselves anymore. Never in my life have I seen so many people who just dont seem to give a shit about their appearance. I'm not speaking of wearing expensive or name brand clothes but clean clothes that fit!! Why do overweight women wear strapless items? Why do women with bellies bigger than their asses wear tight shirts? Why do they wear lowriders creating the "muffin top" look?  Why do men who work dirty jobs wear their oil and dirt filled clothes past work hours? Why do I see unmanicured feet in sandles or flip flops so much? Pajamas are not to be worn past early morn hours or past your corner store. Please take off that dirty baseball hat. It smells sour. I mean really, come on. I can remeber a time when nobody came out unless they were clean and pressed. Oh, how times have changed. Smdh...

Troy Davis

At around 11pm last night Troy Davis was executed by leathal injection. First, I would like to offer my condolences to his family and friends. I can't imagine how they must be feeling right now. I pray that in some way their hearts and souls are eased from the pain of this loss.

How can this be justified? A man being put to death without any real proof of a crime. A web of lies is what laid this man to rest. Or should I say unrest because I see no way of him resting peacefully. He was robbed of life for what? The satisfaction of people only looking to see someone suffer because of an unexplained loss of their own. How does this make it even? The person truly responsible still walks free amongst us. How can they be satisfied? Aren't there questions still unanswered? Gaps that need to be filled? What right does an imperfect person have to put another like himself to death? Really? How can one point a finger at another when he himself is capable of the same actions. If there is a man among us without sin, let him cast the first stone. Smh What is the world coming to?

All I wish is that Troy's soul does not linger in limbo. I pray that he truly found a way to be at peace with this so that he may rest. RIP Troy Davis.

To the Parents

This goes out to all the parents out there who are absolutely oblivious to what's going on in their children's lives. I wanna say thank you for fuckin up. Do you realize how much you've contributed to the demise of the future of this world? I'm gonna say, "no the fuck you don't". I look at the teens today and get sick to my stomach. They are so mislead and uneducated because you are way to busy worrying about the insignificant issues that go on in your lives. The issues I speak of are not the ones you feel are important like you aren't getting fucked enough or that you don't have enough outfits to wear during the week or you don't have a ride to the club on Friday night. I'm speaking of the ones that are imperative to the survival of our future, like the fact that there aren't a sufficient amount of jobs out there to carry us into a decent and prosperous future or the fact that the school systems get worse and worse each year creating a group of dummies and coochie poppers instead of leaders and business men and woman to rebuild what's being destroyed by the so called government that lead people to believe that they are here to help us today. Have you forgotten that it all starts at home? If you don't instill and teach them the basic principles and morals then what the fuck do you expect the rest of the world to do with them? The world didn't have these babies, you did. Take responsibility for your responsibilities. I mean really. You all sit and complain about what you don't have and what you're not given. You're not supposed to be given any fucking thing. It's all supposed to be earned and learned. The world wasn't always this bad. There was a time when people cared about what happened to their families. They cared about how their children represented them and taught them right from wrong. Now, they push em out and expect them to learn on their own. You all are too occupied with your drug habits and dependencies on things that mean nothing but your death. STOP IT! PLEASE! The world is shrinking and so is our time. We have little of it left. Each day we grow closer to death. Realize that and try to make these last days count for something. The world will end one day. Let's go out with a real bang. One that we can be proud of.

Being Thankful

Each day I sit n remind myself of all I should b thankful and greatful for. There are so many things. Sometimes, I become so overwhelmed with the BS in my life that I can forget that everything aint all bad. Life is a crazy mixed up thing and can take you on all kinds of highs and lows. One minute its this the next second its that. You have to be prepared mentally for this or that or you can potentially lose your current senses and go off the deep end for something. Sometimes the something is serious, sometimes its not. Before you lose your mind when something crazy happens, count your blessing. They usually outweigh the BS but the BS makes you forget your blessings. Dont forget em most times they're all you need. ツ

Why Lie?

I've been told all my life that honesty is the best policy. Then how come I know so many liars? Nobody tells the truth except when its in their best interest. Only when it counts for them. Im so sick of being lied to. I've always been a bad liar. I can never keep up with the lie. Once you start it, it has to be kept up. One lie leads to another and another. Smh After a while it becomes a full time job. Personally, I'd rather be hurt with the truth than being made to feel good with a lie. That feeling never lasts long. Then, you're hurt twice as worst than if you woulda just been told the truth from jump. All Im saying is, pls dont lie to me. I hate liars.